Who am I? What am I? I am the thing called Tam.

i wanna shoot myself in the head. grabe! super gahol na nga ko sa oras tapos may mga bwiset pang nagrarally sa makati?!!! i only have three days to: answer my manasci assignment, tapusin LAHAT ng problems na di ko nasagutan on my actpaco workbook (which is basically ALL exercises on chapters 3 and 4) and other "me things"! hay grabe! today was supposed to be a VERY good day! i was supposed to go to this ad agency tour that would start on 1 pm with ey, and after that, i'll be at school partying siguro or i could skip the party and just go home still feeling good about the ad agency tour BUT NO!!!!! some CRAZY FUCKED UP PEOPLE decided na, "hey, manira tayo ng buhay ng ibang tao, mag-rally tayo." FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! so i ended up still going to school on 1 pm only to know that the tour was postponed but i thought, "hey, i could still spend quality time pa naman with ey" so nag com lab ako while i waited for ey pero ng dahil diyan sa mga LECHENG WALANG MAGAWANG mga taong nagrarally sa makati, all roads yata were closed and there was no way for ey to leave makati!!! AARRRRGGGHHH!!!! so after some time, after ko mag cr and magpaganda and all that, nag library na lang ako! HOW PATHETIC! while so many people were outside having fun kasi nga may party right this very moment na tinatype ko tong hate blog na to, there i was, reading books! all my lovely plans, RUINED! all thanks sa mga taong walang magawa kundi mag rally! UGH! nakakaasar! huhuhu! i feel like crying! and the worst part of it is I WASTED SO MUCH TIME! siguro by now tapos ko na lahat nung mga exercises sa workbook and on saturday and sunday pwede ko nang asikasuhin yung sira kong pc and phone (na bwiset pa at dumadagdag pa sa mga problema ko!) MY GOD! ano bang ginawa kong kasalanan ha?????!!!!!!!!!!!!! mabait naman ako ah????! grabe kung alam niyo lang, i did some good things these past two weeks cuz i was expecting na im gonna receive good karma tapos ganito???!!!! my god! i tutored a classmate on our cbesta2 quiz, i helped a friend with some academics, tapos i gave this seat pa to an ungrateful lady when i was in the bus kahit na latang lata na ko, tapos ganito???!!! ganito???!!! my god! parang naalala ko tuloy nung di ako makapasok sa ADPRINS and because of that im gonna be delayed for one term! ugh! this stinks! well, since i try to see that every cloud has a silver lining (like the time na maraming bumagsak nun sa actbas, well, i thought of it as, "well, at least marami nang non-prio, wala na kong masyadong kaagaw sa mga slots..." haha! im such a bitch!) i realized na super stressed na ko this past two weeks and well, that means i burn more calories, yay!! my god! i hope I reach my goal height (6'0") and goal weight (100 lbs) and of course my goal waistline (22 in.)!!!! OMG!!!! i hope i'll be as thin as courtney from survivor china!!! haha! well, or at least as thin as mary kate olsen, haha!!! :p